a ghost can be a lot of things… a memory a daydream a secret grief anger guilt in my experience… most times they’re just what we want to see. most times a ghost is a wish. i couldn’t say goodbye. i don’t believe it’s possible. death doesn’t let you say goodbye. it just… carves holes in your life, in your future, in your heart. i don’t know if i can do this without you. how do you live with it? is better not to give into it. it takes ten times longer to put yourself back together than does to fall apart. it’s worth it. it is. it’s not fair, and… you know, it hurts like hell, but it’s worth it. make a wish. i wish i could just freeze them. can i keep you? keep them just like this forever. i wish… i wish you were here. i wished for mom to live. …for happines like this forever. i said a lot of things… are you coming? it’s all you. there was one thing i… didn’t say, couldn’t… but i’m here and now it’s time, one last look. one more minute. goodbye. you guys go on without me. how could we?